I have not cried yet.
I have gotten a little mad at myself however for being so stupid as to trust in a man. This will not happen again, ever!
What can I trust in? Myself! My friends (of which he is no longer one) and my family who are totally loving awesome interesting and artistic people to hang with. But, the thing I can count on the most is my writing. “Writing will get you through” is another one of my grandmothers saying. She was a very good writer/author, actually. So, Yes, Grandma Mary Francis. It will, surely it will.
This is where I say something totally awful about Steve but I still like him enough not to do that, YET. But, wait for it: I’m sure it’s coming (at some point).